I had my doctor's appointment on Thursday to get my results back from my biopsy. The bad cells are pre-cancerous so it wasn't completely bad news. The doctor is going to freeze my cervix to get rid of the bad cells. I am praying that it works because if it doesn't then he will have to go in and cut out those bad cells and for that I will have to be hospitalized. That would also cause some concerns for complications if I want to have another baby. There is also a chance that this could come back again and possibly be worse next time.
I have never had to deal with anything like this and it was and is very scary! But, I am going to trust in God that it is all in his hands and that it will all turn out how he wants it. I am very thankful that the results came out the way they did and it wasn't as bad as it could be. I sure does make you sit down and re-think how you live your daily life.
Well, I feel like I have been through a lot in the past 5-6 months and I feel like it has changed me for the better and that there is so much more happiness and excitement to come. I am sure there will be more hard times and things to deal with but they too will pass. For now I am going to focus on being a good wife, mom, friend, daughter, sister etc. Time to focus on happier things....like our trip to Disney World!!